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Recollections
01:12
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Let me store away
These past memories
I've been dwelling long enough in it
Never had to move on
It's time to let go
These are my recollections
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White Walls
03:18
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So pick me up and hold me high
until I overlook the sky
maybe then I’ll understand the bigger meaning
behind this never ending winter season
Yeah I’ve been dreaming
oh I’ve been dreaming
about the sun on my skin
about the warmth inside of me
but once I wake
there is nothing left of it
Again and again the cold is creeping in
numbing my limbs
I can’t move, I can’t change
I’m not responsible for this
Or was I just to blind to see
and made myself belief
that I’m a better person
than I really thought to be
Run away from everything dazes your mind
but looks can be deceiving
and you are so misleading
yet you just scratched the surface
and you turn a blind eye on the fact
that there’s much more waiting
I feel this colderness
my heart can’t endure it
misleading, misleading
I need to lose this feeling
there must be something more
what is worth fighting for
so dark, so dark
there’s still this weight on my heart
So pick me up and hold me high
until I overlook the sky
maybe then I’ll understand the bigger meaning
behind this never ending winter season
Yeah I’ve been dreaming
oh I’ve been dreaming
about the sun on my skin
about the warmth inside of me
but once I wake
there is nothing left of it
I’ve been through hell
but earth is worse
at least in hell my voice is heard
I feel this colderness
my heart can’t endure it
misleading, misleading
I need to lose this feeling
there must be something more
what is worth fighting for
so dark, so dark
there’s still this weight on my heart
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3. |
Five Years
03:28
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I never thought it would take me five years
to see all you did was abusing my fears
which I didn’t knew exist
in selfish consequence
instead of pulling me up
you drowned this still grieving boy
who then thought he couldn’t be loved
I bet this wasn’t the last heart you lost
So don’t you dare say my name again
everybody knows playing victim was your favorite game
even know your poison spitting words haven’t left my veins
Take my hand and guide me through this misery
this emptiness will tear apart my heart
Your face still haunts me in my sleep
and I know mine is still in yours
even though I’m no longer around
I know my name is still in your mouth
my name is still in your mouth
Take my hand and guide me through this misery
this emptiness will tear apart my heart
All I ever wanted was a place like home
all I ever needed was to be wanted
But all I needed to see was that I was your remedy
You just wanted to be worshipped
You just wanted to be worshipped
Take my hand and guide me through this misery
this emptiness will tear apart my heart
this emptiness will tear apart my heart
Did you feel how I felt when I turned my back
and said I’m not even wanting you in my bed
what would you say now since I’m clearing you
out of my head
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Illusions
03:00
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There is something deep inside of me
that doesn’t want me to move on
makes me believe I need the pain
to define who I am
The tidal waves of self disgust
and self isolation
makes me think the residing child in me
can not be undone
The wish to be needed covered by the veil of a martyr
self sabotaging
Break down this barricade
deeply in my mind
don’t know which way to go
I’m dying from the inside
I can’t help but trying
giving you the world
you’re denying
not enough, never was never will be
lately I’ve been asking myself
only one thing:
what are my reasons to stay now
what are my reasons to stay now
Break down this barricade
deeply in my mind
don’t know which way to go
I’m dying from the inside
There is something deep inside of me
that doesn’t want me to move on
makes me believe I need the pain
to define who I am
Every second of each day
I just feel like I’m enchained
only hoping in the future
I can deal better with this pain
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5. |
Bitter End
03:36
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It is sickening to drown in this place
between the lifes
what could’ve been, should’ve been
when I wouldn’t been in this places
so hollow and frail
Pushed around by the tides
of my own sins
but I start to believe what’s written in my skin
I am everything I never wanted to be
I am everything I never wanted to be
This constant noise
it doesn’t fade
drives me insane
am I the one to blame
I am locked inside myself
a loaded gun with empty shells
Escape from my inner prison
someone has thrown away the key
I’m lost can someone help me
I am lost can someone help me
this pain cuts deeper than a knife
hope I can make it out alive
I’m lost can someone help me
I am lost can someone help me
What if i tell you that it wasn’t meant to be
that it was nothing but make believe
Don’t let me be forgotten (forgotten)
when I meet my bitter end
a world with colors I cannot see
I paint it red while I’m on my knees
Escape from my inner prison
someone has thrown away the key
I’m lost can someone help me
I am lost can someone help me
this pain cuts deeper than a knife
hope I can make it out alive
I’m lost can someone help me
I am lost can someone help me
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6. |
In Denial
03:13
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You better listen
and step the fuck up
you petty little maggot
are you waiting for backup
you need to realise no one will help you
protect you, fix you
no one will save you
you need to realise no one will help you
They’re gonna walk away leave you there on the ground
when there is nothing left for them to breathe out
They’re gonna walk away leave you there on the ground
when there is nothing left for them to breathe out
I’m weak and I’m afraid
that I can’t do this on my own
maybe when I’m in this time
the tides will turn
I’m in denial
Sooner or later you’ll burn
your fake resilience is fading away
sooner or later you’ll burn
it doesn’t matter anyway
I’m weak and I’m afraid
that I can’t do this on my own
maybe when I win this time
the tides will turn
You are incapable to keep yourself alive
look at yourself fading away
It never ends
I will go on
maybe some time
the tides will turn
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7. |
In Vein
03:44
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It was all in vein
I will never stand straight
just tear my world apart
watch my empire fall
with my back against the walls
I remember, I remember I’m not good enough
relentlessly pushing the limits
every minute of my day
Don’t say we’re not that different
when you ride your high horse
and I’m plowing scorched earth
I am blind and cannot see the other side
would you be my guiding light
I can hear a voice inside my head
shut up I follow mine instead
I feel misplaced
the walls are screaming in my face
not a silent fucking second
not a chance to get some rest
Buried the hatchet until war led my hand
you see my burden
but you did worse
They wanna see me falling
I can’t breathe, I can’t breathe
I was a wolf now the packs against me
I can’t breathe, I can’t breathe
I was a wolf now the packs against me
Until the last drop of my blood hits the ground
and the last breath escapes my mouth
Don’t save me from the gallows
cause I’m already dead
I am blind and cannot see the other side
would you be my guiding light
I can hear a voice inside my head
shut up I follow mine instead
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Glass Heart Cologne, Germany
Glass Heart is a melodic post-hardcore band from Germany NRW, founded in 2016. The five members joined together from different bands to start a new project. The use of melodic music elements, tough riffs and full range singing characterizes the band.
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